In my opinion there are energies and forces all around. To declare that we are separate from nature or that spirits don’t exist is to close yourself off from the wonderful vibrations of life all around. A few years ago I learned about “spirit animals” from a jewellery artist. I thought it was a fascinating idea. I didn’t discount it, but I really didn’t understand it either.
Well that was until I started to have a bird follow me around for the past year. My new friend is a great blue heron. I started to see one every day last spring. And in some form or another…I see a heron nearly every day. When the first heron showed up, I was still mourning the loss of the magazine my husband and I published. I missed the daily contact with editors, writers and contributing artists. After spending six years working on a business that was lost, not due to any errors I made, I was devastated. The carpet was literally pulled out from under me. I feared for our house, our finances and my family. Our readers rallied and through contests and fundraisers they helped us recover most of our personal loss. They saved our family. I started this site (Creative Fire) as a way to say thank you back to our community. But I was lost.
I used to be an artist. With two little kids and the magazine, my studio was neglected. Even without the magazine I found it really hard to get back into my studio and to get back to work. Stresses and distractions crept into my life and making jewellery became less important. To help me get out of this rut, a dear artist friend invited me to visit. After making jewellery with her and enjoying some wonderful sunsets on her front deck–I declared out loud one evening that I would make jewellery. I knew it was a long shot to make a living at art. I had been there before. But I was in love with the etching process she had taught me. Ideas buzzed in my head. I couldn’t wait to take some of my children’s drawings and to etch them into jewellery. “Maybe that would be my new line. Maybe I’d get back into my studio and work.” Just then a huge heron flew inches from us making the most awful heron croaking sound. Every day for months I saw a heron. It didn’t matter what town or even what country I was in…I saw a heron. Even in winter I’d see a a heron on bumper sticker or a photo online or in a magazine…every few days I’d see a heron. Usually just when I ready to fall off the path to starting up my studio again. It was almost a reminder to keep going. Out of curiosity I looked up spirit birds and learned that herons show up when your life if out of balance. They remind us to follow our heart and to be determined.
Well I’m determined! My new line is called “Sassy and Stella”. (If you would like the back story on why I named my studio after two stray dogs from Alabama, click here.) I have a long way to go and a lot to learn about running a full-time jewellery studio business, but I’m excited at the possibilities!
Are you curious about your spirit bird? Here is a simple chart.
Photo Credit: Heron on a beach in Florida, USA by Sandy Bowman.
Heron drawing: Sea Martini
Another of my animal friends, Sassy the dog from Alabama.
P.S. Thank you Kathleen!